Break Up Version on Perfect Two?

Saw this song,
what came to my mind,
maybe,
this might can be a song,
from u,
to me.


here goes:


we always used to talk
real late after midnight
Now the only thing we do
on the phone is fight

is there a way to
make this go away
i dont think that 
we're gonna be okay

you were my hero and i 
was your sidekick
now you're gonna be the 
tear that i cry when we split

baby i dont think that i
can do this
it seems so wrong makin'
up with only one kiss

dont think that i could ever be
able to stay with you now baby
cause in time i know that we'll
both see
we're not meant to be

cause you're the one 
who makes me cry
you would never,
ever save me

all your words are 
full of lies
you're not the one i
wanna marry

cause baby can't you see?
we're just a fantasy?
there's nothing we can do
we're not the perfect two

we're not the perfect two
we're not the perfect two
baby, me and you
we're not the perfect two

i thought you were my prince
and i was your princess
now that we're here
all of that is meaningless

i think i was a fool
for letting you fill the spaces
between my hands
and my diary pages

you used to be the one 
that made me happy
you used to tell me
you were lucky to have me

now youre as cold
as the winter weather
but i dont care
cause we're no longer together

baby i dont think that i could ever be
able to stay with you now baby
cause in time i know that we'll
both see
we're not meant to be

cause you're the one 
who makes me cry
you would never,
ever save me

all your words are 
full of lies
you're not the one i
wanna marry

cause baby can't you see?
we're just a fantasy?
there's nothing we can do
we're not the perfect two

we're not the perfect two
we're not the perfect two
baby, me and you
we're not the perfect two

you know that i'll never 
love you
like the way i ever used to
but you kn0w i will 
remember you

now that im gone i smile
it took me quite awhile 
to see we wont walk the aisle

cause you're the one 
who makes me cry
you would never,
ever save me

all your words are 
full of lies
you're not the one i
wanna marry

cause baby can't you see?
we;re just a fantasy?
there's nothing we can do
we're not the perfect two

we're not the perfect two
we're not the perfect two
baby, me and you
we're not the perfect two

Sudden message, Sudden beat-increasing

U pm me,
asking me for chat.

I was surprise,
really,
surprise.

I still thought,
I saw the wrong thing.

I read again,
then I saw,
it's really u.

But,
I was discussing something on my event,
my very 1st event,
something that if it was not u,
I won't have this achievement today.

After a while,
maybe u are tired,
u went off 1st.

In fact,
when I know it's u,
I don't know how to respond.

After I'm half done with my things,
I wonder if u sleep already or not.

I started to think of u,
again,
and it's gonna rain outside,
making my feeling stronger.

I'm thinking,
are u not happy?
are u having some problems?
or do u need someone to talk to?

A long night,
with wind breezing,
with thunder roaring,
with lightning striking,
with rain pouring.

面包

买了一粒面包，
不舍得吃，
酱一来，
我就可以在你饿的时候，
对你说，

‘呐，给你，我这里刚好有多出来’

现在，
你不在了，
才发现，
原来，
我都不买面包，

每次买面包，
都是买给你，
早餐也好，
饿了吃也好，
就只是担心你饿的时候，
没东西吃，
等下又胃不舒服了。

现在，
还是跟以前一样，
我看到面包，
想也不想，
就拿一个去付钱，

握着在手里的面包，
在拿出钱包时，
才想到，
我不吃面包，

现在，
我不买面包了，
你不要在等到饿了才找吃，
不要忙了就不用吃，
不要累了就忘记吃，

现在，
看到面包，
我还是会想也不想，
拿去付钱，
但是，

现在，
我不买面包了。

送給那些經常笑，但不經常開心的

總有一些人，他們看上去整天都很開心，沒有煩惱，像個小孩，好多人都會羨慕他們，但其實不是這樣的。他們不想讓別人看到自己難過的一面，更沒有能力一個人獨處，因為當夜深人靜的時候，他不知道一個人會發生什麽事，坐在窗前冥想走過的點滴。­

他們貌似很堅強，因為在別人看來，他們什麽事都能微笑著去面對，但事實上他們長著世界上最脆弱的心靈，只是長期的偽裝使得別人很難發現他們內心深處的創傷。­

他們只想簡簡單單、快快樂樂的活著，期待並且相信每個人給的笑容都是真心的，希望身邊的人都是真正的喜歡自己。即使別人小小的意見，也會另他們難過好久，他們真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜歡。因為，他們總是為別人想的很多，對別人總是比對自己好；把能對喜歡的人好當做幸福，喜歡別人比喜歡自己多。­

他們總是那樣，前一秒還傷心的流著淚，後一秒....


出現在朋友面前的時候，已經滿臉溢著燦爛的笑容。有人說她們是向日葵，是的，他們在意的人就像是太陽，在面對太陽的時候永遠是明艷的花瓣，而太陽照不到的背面，那悲傷藏得那麽好，不願被看見。­

他們向往放縱自由的生活，卻必須為了誰很努力的朝另外的一個方向活著，很累很累，卻仍是心甘情願。離自己的夢境越來越來遠，不得不面對從未想過的爭奪和復雜，恐慌、不知所措。只有面對最信賴的人時，才會卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼淚。因為在他們心裏，笑就是開心，哭就是難過，接近就是喜歡，遠離就是討厭。但其實不是，他們明白了，心好傷，眼淚就沒忍住。哭過之後，笑笑得擦幹眼淚，說，沒關系，我可以做的很好的。­

他們好像無所不能，好像總是不會有煩惱，好像什麽問題都能輕而易舉的解決，總是喜歡喜歡出現在流淚的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗著笑。而面對自己的問題，他們卻茫然無措，面對自己的悲傷，他們只會躲在人們看不見的角落裏慢慢由傷口越裂越大。­

他們的想法非常簡單，說出來的就是心裏所想的，肚子裏不會拐七道八道的小彎，無心的話可能會引起別人的誤解。所以，請別記恨她們，他們從不願傷害誰，小小的錯誤就能讓他們懊悔很久。­

他們其實非常單純，甚至你曾經給了他一個微笑她也會一輩子記得你的好，因此他們的世界觀其實也很簡單，他們很容易受蠱惑，請不要輕易的傷害他們的感情，因為一旦傷害了，那就將永遠彌補不回來！如果你身邊有這種人請你給予他（她）那怕是鳳毛麟角的那點關懷，讓他（她）知道這個世界沒有拋棄他們...... 

开心，就好了. :)

偶然吗？

因该不是吧。

看到他的profile，

click了进去，

好像看到你，

（希望有你）

看到了你的照片，

很开心。

我看到，

你长肥点了，

脸有肉了，

没像以前酱骨头。

我开心。

是因为烦恼都没了吗。

突然想起当天下雨，

想起当天当心你，

是否淋湿，

下一张，

让我的当心实现了。

你果然湿透了，

但照片里的你，

很努力，

没有放弃。

现在，

我只希望，

你可以保持酱，

做自己喜欢的事，

和想在一起的人在一起，（突然间一阵心酸）

吃 睡 休息 得安安心心。

开心，

就好了。

=)

Lame

Having the bravery to walk the path we used to walk together,

looking up the sky,

worrying if it's gonna pour at anytime,

u was looking at her window,

suddenly, 

u saw her,

drawing open the curtain.

Scare that she will saw u,

suddenly ur phone rang,

u ran under the roof,

avoiding her to see u.

After gives paper to ur committee,

u continued ur journey back to ur room,

u passed by the cafe.

u think u saw her, 

sitting there.

Is that the best u can do?

60 sen? 

a 60 sen bun?

just to create a reason for u to walk near her, 

to see her,

at the fact that u don't even dare to face her?

Well,

u just pass by her,

with ur head down,

pretending reading the paper,

and went to the shop next to the cafe.

Simply picked up a bun,

went inside the shop,

peeping outside,

searching for her.

Walking out the shop,

u loss her sight,

u felt sudden disappointment.

As u walked further,

u saw her,

still sitting there.

As u continue walking,

u tend to turn ur head behind,

peeped at her.

Then u smile.

Is that the best u can do?

Wanna meet her up,

but u were not doing anything,

with the feeling of scare that she will feel antipathy on u.

How lame u are..

"承诺是用来打破的,守着一个承诺只会让自己活在痛苦中"


This is what i saw from ur status,
i know,
u are actually referring to him. 


Towards certain extend,
u think he is stupid,
and he shouldn't wait for that someone for nothing,
and maybe with that,
he is free to be with u.


I sensed that,
u do hope that to happen,
at the corner of ur heart,
u whispered so.


Today,
our class is just next door to one another,
i was there,
i don't know how to face u.


Once i saw ur course mate stepping out the room,
I turned my head,
with the hope that I wouldn't meet u,
as I got nervous,
my heart is beating,
my palm is sweating,
abnormally.


Without further thinking,
I went inside my class,
'hiding' within,
with the hope that,
u didn't see me.


I don't wan u to have further antipathy from u,
I don't wish to have the hate from u,
I don't mean to let u hate me.


Whatever happened, it happened.
Whatever changed, it changed.
Fact, is a fact.
History, is a history.


I love u,
till the laugh breathe that i got,
I will always love u,
no matter u will know it or not.


Whatever had happened to u,
whatever that is going on around u,
whatever thing which will happen to u,
Do take great care of urself.


Farewell,
My 1 and only Dear.

我会等你，多久都无所谓，你知道与否都无所谓

冤枉得无话说，我不想你误会，但是我应该澄清吗？我是有喜欢人，我是有追人，但是，追人和跟那个人在一起，是两回事。我没有骗你，我对人对事专一，认真。

你是我今生的第一个，或许，也是最后一个。

我知道，你不知道真相，就算知道了，你可能也不会原谅我的，或许，在你心里，在你眼里，你认为我一直在欺骗你，一直在利用你。

由始至终，我只想好好的爱你，保护你，让你温馨，让你做个幸福的笑女人。

现在，在你眼里，我成了一个不简单的人物，只会玩弄你的感情。我想，你是不可能可以再接受我了。

老实说，我从没想过要和你分手，我只是不知道，原来，做回朋友，是分手的意思。你说，大家都知道，但是，我并没有这个意思。我只是想说，大家有问题，需要时间来解决。

不过，如果人问，是谁提分手，我不会否认是我，因为，的确，是我提出来的。
而且，我知道，你也觉得是我提出来的。事实上，确实如此。

我，会等你，虽然，前提是，你不会知道真相，真相是，我从来没有骗过你。

我，会等你。。。

Rainy Day

Sun just came out,
it was raining just now.

I'm worry about u,
don't know if u are under the rain,
don't know if i get wet,
don't know if u have an umbrella now,
don't know if u'll get sick if u go under the rain without umbrella or rain coat;

I'm worry about u,
don't know if u feel cold,
don't know if u are wearing a jacket,
don't know if u feel scare.
don't know if u will miss me,
don't know if u will need me.

I know,
maybe u wouldn't.

I'm thinking about u.

Another Dream, again

Last night,
I dream of u,
again.

That we are sitting on a carpet,
we were not sitting near at the 1st scene,
then we sit closer n closer,
back on together after that.

It's so real,
that I asked u,
Why are u treating me so good?

Then u push urself away from me,
say I'm thinking too much.

At the instant,
I thought it's happening,
it's so real..

At the time u push me away,
I'm sad.
I didn't know it's in a dream.

I thought I manage to win back ur heart,
and I got poured by cold water.

Until I woke,
I just realise this is all a dream only.

Maybe what people say is true,
what u have been thinking in the day,
u will dream about it at the night

可以有个人陪我哭吗

我的坚持 只是短暂的欺骗自己
一旦维持不住 整个人好像要崩溃了
现在 我又想哭了
可以有个人陪我哭吗

突然间的崩溃
突然间的哭泣
突然间的绝望
是我不再骗自己了吗
心不再痛
什么感觉已没有了
只有酸酸的感觉

鼻酸 心酸 眼酸

或许 我真的决定酱做了
才会哭吧

虽然知道 这并非是我想要的

不过或许是比较好的

酱也好 我也不管了

自己也不管了

把自己保护起来 就像大家一样
不让别人看见心里面的自己
渐渐的 或许 我会把心爱的她 放在我心里

把握自己保护起来 不让他 受到伤害
此刻 我只想借个肩 尽情地哭
有个伴 静静的什么都不说 不做
陪我哭 尽情地哭
我 哭过就好了
但 或许是一直都没勇敢的哭出来吧
一直得不到解放
希望我会好起来
我知道 这需要时间
但 也未免太长了吧
苦累了 但 好想再哭
随着泪水的哭干
自我保护的坚强
我 会是一个
全新的我

偶尔 看见旧的我 别忘了打招呼

他会感到很温馨的 =)