Rain

The rain,
it woke me up

when I was awake,
not even open my eye yet,
just when my mind is clear,
I somehow,
miss u,

Is it because of the rain,
that make me miss u?

Wonder where will u be now,
do u have shelter?
do u get urself enough cold-protection?

Kinda miss the smile on ur face,
miss the warm hug whenever u feel cold,
miss the warm feeling whenever wherever,

I miss u,
in this rainy day.

简单

简单

或许

一个简单的问候
一个简单的微笑
一个简单的关心
足以让我开心好久
好久

一句无心的
一句无意的
一句微不足道的
什么都好
足以让我在意很久
很久

一则简单的故事
一则简单的道理
一则简单的理由
足以让我深思久久
久久


一个平凡的女生
一个简单的女生
一个单纯的女生

一个迷人的笑容
足以让我思念好久
好久

I miss myself..

在让你再爱上我之前，
我决定了，
先学会爱我自己，

这几天的胃痛，
真的有够我受，
感觉好像，
痛死了都没人知，

我不自暴自弃，
是时候重振旗鼓了，

如今，
大家都渐渐看到我努力付出的成果了，
我不可以松懈下来，

我不再是以前的我了，
不天真幼稚，

在让你再爱上我之前，

我会学会爱我自己，

照顾好我自己，

珍惜自己。

偶然看到JJ的笑，

再看回我以前的照片，

恍然大悟，

我好久没像以前酱，

开朗开心的笑了，

好想念我的笑容，

如你形容般，

我那阳光的笑，

任谁看到都会笑。

我答应我自己，

我会找回我的笑，

在你下一次爱上我之前。

????

Just woke up,
just remember a dream,

I dream of u again,
but,
this time,
kinda different,

U were pregnant,
=.="'

U were like other pregnant women,
face so pek cek,
walking so unbalanced,
feel annoyed by everything,

I was trying to wake up from this dream...

What kind of dream is this huh?????

Great Escape !!!

(I didn't expect the post-effect to be so drastic,
sorry for the poor language)

Going for a friend's birthday celebration,
after my presentation,
everyone seems so tired,
but happy,
in fact,
I'm happy,

After waiting for an hour,
hunger for an hour,
we depart to Batu Gajah,
Pizza,
here we come!

Approaching the traffic light,
we stop,
due to the red light,

Suddenly,
"peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!!!!!"

Sharp horn coming far from behind,
non-stop horn,
I wonder who so sohai,
I was like, WTF?

Turning to my left,
I saw T's face,
he's totally pale!
face bloodless!
freak!
not moving!
I was like,
what's happening huh?

I turned behind,
"C*^#@*....."

What I saw was,
a HUGE BIG LORRY,
coming form behind of me,
with a speed that is SOOOO FAST,
and it's like impossible to stop,

Looking at T's eye,
as if he's gonna cry,
I feel like wanna cry as well,
at that particular instinct,
last thing come across my mind,

"T,
let hugs and die together..."

Somehow,
the lorry manage to stop,
finally,
momentarily,

At that moment,
I'm not back to me yet,
the traffic light turns green,
the driver zooms,
he keep speeding n speeding n speeding!

T ask him to slow down,
some more,
it's raining now,

"I"M NOT WRONG!
I"M NOT WRONG!"

wtf..
wth is wrong with u?
we didn't say you are wrong,
we just want you to slow down,

Upon reaching a junction,
whereby the car is turning to a left junction,
suddenly,
the front passenger shouted,
"Driver! Car!"

T also shouted,
"Car........"

I was like,
wtf? not again?
"C*^%#@@@@@....."

After a moment,
me and T calm down,
I was looking at his eyes,
I feel like the world is only me and him,
and I actually cried out!!!

When I manage to come back,
the first thing that came into my mind,

"WTH?
I haven't die finish for the first time,
and I'm gonna die for second time?"

Some one said just now,
We should be glad and feel grateful,
as we manage to survive,

Yup,
I should feel grateful,

Now,
I'm not recover,
yet,

Somehow,
I feel like I'm not me,
I can't feel me in me,

I wonder how long can this post effect be?

Human being is just too fragile.

Before I close my eye,
I would like you to know,

I Love You,
My beloved,
My friends,
and
My family.

Not again??

Saw over ur comment,
to ur brother,
saying u might going over to KL,
again.

Is it this week?
I'm going KL as well,
u going to pc fair as well?

Might be meeting u,
I don't want u to be sad.

Maybe,
after all,
I'm thinking too much,

U got nothing to do with me,
no longer,
why will I still care about u,
so much..

对 错

或许，
我不因该下巴刹，
或许，
相遇也是一个错，


曾几何时，
我都忘了，
我是用屁股想的，


几时开始，
我开始用心、用思来想了，


我知道，
你很不开心，
你没有想过会遇到我，
我又何尝不是，


你没有想过会遇到我，
你也不想要看到我，
我知道，
我的出现，
对你，
是一个错，


你可能甚至觉得，
那天的你，
不该出来，


或许，
不该出现的，
是我，


如果说，
以为我跟陈家朋友相处，
会间接让我们碰面，
导致你不开心，
那我不要这群朋友，
更不要你不开心，


我会离开这群朋友，
或许，
他们也只是不想我们碰面，
为了你好，
为了他们好，
为了大家好，
所以，
才已经没跟我来往了，
虽然几乎每天都见面，


或许，
我应该酱想，
才不会酱悲观，


虽然我自己知道，
我没有利用价值，
所以，
有没有我，
都无所谓，


甚至有可能，
有我，
反而会成为绊脚石，


这星期的我，
可能会显得有点emo，
见到我的朋友，
如果我的笑很僵、很勉强，
我先道歉，
不要问我怎么了，
我会好起来的，


希望，
你能快点好起来。

我的问题

是我的问题吧

今天仲颖生日，
被放飞机，我还去讲她，
有点像在刺激她。

过了我才为我的行为感到后悔。

我想到你，
或许，
你之前告诉我的，
是对的，

我不曾改过，
每次都犯同样的东西，

也许，
这，
也是其中一个你顶我不顺的原因吧

A update

In fact,
this is 1 of the reasons why I wanna unfriend u in FB,
so that I won't get any update from u.

Just now,
ter-click ur brother's page,
get some update from u.

My mind starts wandering around,
worry about u,
thinking about u.

I was happy,
cause' u were looking for me at the 1st place,
but I wasn't free,
so,
as usual,
u go for ur brother.

I was happy,
cause' u came to me,
at the 1st place,
but,
I wasn't free that moment.

It's ok,
maybe I was just comforting my un-calm emotion.

It is time to come back to reality,
u are no longer be with me,
u won't come back to me,
I gotta face it.

I am happy u will still find me,
but,
to prevent getting any annoy from me,
I stop myself,
to care about u.

Hope u recover soon.

Love . Milo

Just back form Ipoh,

1st time I drive to and back Ipoh,

1st time I driving such a long distance at night,

after all,

it's not really.

Somehow,

I suddenly miss u,

missing the time we had milo together.

Walking down to v5 cafe,

with the hope that the cafe is still open,

I didn't get myself disappointed.

I get myself a Milo ice,

as usual, 1.50.

A sip of milo in my mouth,

refresh of the time when we were together,

sometime, 

we pass by v5,

just to get the milo.

I went down and buy,

for u to drink,

everytime,
from ur 1st sip,

I can see the satisfaction and happiness in u,

followed by,

xie xie dear dear.

It's really kinda sweet that time,

now,

sipping my milo,

close my eye,

catching back the sweet memory

=)