兄弟姐妹

争宠是兄弟姐妹间一个生活的核心，因为那时我们需要爱。

打架是兄弟姐妹成长永恒的主题，因为幼稚的我们总是能把兄弟姐妹的缺点放大，总是能找到自己委屈的理由。

但等到我们长大了，不再强烈需要被爱，懂得了爱人的时间，我们开始认真看待我们的兄弟姐妹，开始发现他们的好。

其实兄弟姐妹有怨，是因为彼此有爱。

对着一个陌生人我们是不会有矛盾和怨恨的。

谁把心情写的如此透彻？？

1.

最宝贵的东西

不是你拥有的物质

而是陪伴在你身边的人

不能强迫别人来爱自己

只能努力让自己成为值得爱的人

其余的事情则靠缘分

A post I saw and I wished to share with

爱情里最痛的一句，就是我明明爱你，却还要说：“没关系”...

那个夜晚又 是想起你了，拿起手机，望着那熟悉的号码，但我却没有勇气按下拨键。我害怕我拨打的电话号码，是换来一句“对不起，您拨打的电话是空号，请刻对后再拨”， 又或是“对不起，您拨的电话号码暂时无法接通，请稍候再拨”。最终我还是放下了手机，静静地守候，静静地想念，仿佛静得我还听见耳里传来的熟悉声音，其实 那只是我想起你说的话，泪不知不觉又掉了。

我一直在努力，努力让你离开我的记忆，就像你说的，你要我忘记你，忘记那个我曾经深爱过的人，所以我很努力。可是每次说好忘记，但其实忘记，是忘？还是记？昨天的伤痛刚走，今天的心痛和想念又刚开始，我好想大声地呼唤你的名字，让在远方的你可以听见，我在想你。眼泪，又掉了，又是一个带着泪水入眠的夜晚...

还记得那个夜晚，我心痛的想把你忘记，于是讨厌喝酒的我，也从没有碰过酒的我，喝了很多，也喝醉了，那个伤心的夜晚，只有眼泪和酒的陪伴，却少了你。喝醉了，倒下了，也不想了...但是某些熟悉画面还是浮现在脑海里，是甜蜜？悲伤？眼泪？心痛？...酒醒了，原来我忘了醉了时候，说的话，和一切..

于是，我就说：“不如离开这里吧”。或许离开了，我会好过一些吧，我是那样想的。但是我在想啊~离开是为了放下吗？还是只是自己的借口？朋友说：或许我不会再被伤害吧~那我呢？离开是为了什么？我想，或许我离开了，走远了，你也快乐幸福吧。我是那样想的。

如果某天我说，我要走了，你会想我吗？

如果某天我说，我要走了，你还会像上次那样挽留我吗？

如果某天我说，我要走了，请你幸福。

如果某天我说，我要走了，请你忘了我。

如果某天我说，我要走了，我会很想你。

如果某天我说，我要走了，我会希望你有说过挽留我的话。

如果某天我说，我要走了，我真心请你比我过得幸福。

如果某天我说，我要走了，我真心请你忘记我吧~

忘了那个说了那么多伤害你的话的我...

记得你曾经说的话，我不会忘记，但我也当你从来没有和我说过，我就当你说的只是在哄我而已，不是认真地。所以我说过的，你也忘了吧，都是一些伤害的话，从来没有说过你爱听的。可是我会乖，你说要我乖乖的，我知道，我会的。你也是，要记得我说的一句话：记得笑一笑...

原谅我自私，把你收藏在心里。

期待下一世的轮回，我能再次遇见你，笨蛋，你要幸福哦，我还是会给你祈祷祈福。希望你快乐一辈子。

笨蛋，谁叫我爱你呢...

A song that cure me for a moment

click to listen to the song ------- >> 丁噹 - 一半

喝酒的伴

一起看电影的伴

早午晚餐的那个伴

朋友不能留得太晚

明天要上班

唱K的伴

一起去旅行的伴

听懂我的笑话的伴

我的生活

只差那个人就美满

快乐剩一人分享

快乐就只剩一半

喝一碗汤

心怎么都不够暖

这张被单 这张睡床

再舒服都觉得太宽

噢吼~~

没人分享

幸福就只剩一半

就算把日子都填满

节日却提醒我孤单

没有想法

有想法又能怎样

只能写部落格遮暖

几个流言安慰不了

心里的遗憾

没有负担原来也是种负担

自由多得让人心慌

你羡慕我

那要不要跟我交换

快乐剩一人分享

快乐就只剩一半

喝一碗汤

心怎么都不够暖

这张被单 这张睡床

再舒服都觉得太宽

噢吼~~

没人分享

幸福就只剩一半

努力把日子都填满

别来提醒 我的孤单

快乐剩一人分享

快乐就只剩一半

喝一碗汤

心怎么都不够暖

这张被单 这张睡床

再舒服都觉得太宽

噢吼~~

没人分享

幸福就只剩一半

就算把日子都填满

每人知道 我多孤单

My heart is popping, badly.

I couldn't find your FB,
u pm me,
asking if I'm looking for u.

You didn't mention anything,
you didn't say anything,
you don't wanna say,
so I won't ask.

It's okay that you didn't reply my message,
it's okay that you expose less to me,
it's okay that you has nothing to say to me,
it's okay that we didn't contact each other so frequent,

But I just know that you are safe,
then I'm glad.

Journey ~ Rest

Just back from OBS,
Resting in room.

Just go thru your blog,
while listening to a song,
song entitled "endless road".

Why am I so sad?
why do I feel so sad about myself?

Going thru your blog,
listening to the song,
make me feel that,
I really miss you,
I still...

This noon while in the bus,
a Malay friend ask,
"is ..... that the girl you are with?"

I stunned for a second,
then i answered,
"....Y...ya..."

My friend sat next to me, said,
"I thought that was long ago?"

Then i answered,
"...Y...ya..."

Is it?
how long has it been?
few weeks?
few months?
I don't know..

Your FB account were not found,
your google talk shout stated that you are excited.

Whatever you are doing,
I just hope you are doing fine,
being happy,
and stay healthy.

A Post

Saw your post the other day,
saying that you are going to KL.

I asked you,
you say you were not sure yet.

Saw your post again just now,
comment with a KL senior,
seems like you really went KL.

Why you went there?
Did you really went there?

I didn't ask,
as I know,
it's not necessary for you to tel me.

But,
somehow,
suddenly,
I'm worry about you.

I...
still missing you

click to view ---->> 林俊杰 爱笑的眼睛

This is my favourite song, Here's the lyrics.

如果不是那镜子不像你　不藏秘密

我还不肯相信没有你我的笑　更美丽

那天听你在电话里　略带抱歉的关心

我嘟的一声切的比你说分手　彻底

＃泪湿的衣洗干净　阳光里晒干回忆

　摺好了伤心　明天起只和快乐出去

　这爱的城市虽然拥挤　如果真的遇见你

　你不必讶异　我的笑她无法代替

离开你我才发现自己　那爱笑的眼睛

流过泪　像躲不过的暴风雨　淋湿的昨天删去

离开你我才找回自己　那爱笑的眼睛

再见爱情　我一定让自己　让自己决定

Repeat ＃

离开你我才发现自己　那爱笑的眼睛

流了泪　当一个人看旧电影　是我不小心而已

离开你我才找回自己　那爱笑的眼睛

再见到你　我一定让自己　让自己坚定

离开你我才发现自己　那爱笑的眼睛

流过泪　像躲不过的暴风雨　淋湿的昨天忘记

离开你我才找回自己　那爱笑的眼睛

再见爱情　我一定让自己　让自己　坚定

再见到你　我一定让自己　假装很　坚定

周杰伦、《借口》

click to view ---------->>  《借口》

翻着我们的照片 
想念若隐若现 
去年的冬天 
我们笑得很甜

看着你哭泣的脸 
对着我说再见 
来不及听见 
你已走得很远

也许你已经放弃我 
也许已经很难回头 

我知道是自己错过
请再给我一个理由 
说你不爱我

就算是我不懂 
能不能原谅我 
请不要把分手当作你的请求 

我知道坚持要走是你受伤的藉口
请你回头 
我会陪你一直走到最后

就算没有结果 
我也能够承受 
我知道你的痛
是我给的承诺

你说给过我纵容 
沉默是因为包容

如果要走 
请你记得我

如果难过
请你忘了我 

Me

U asked me,
is me that dumped u,
or u dumped me?

This question stun me for 3 second.

I know there are many people asking you,
because non of them ask me,
not even 1,
nobody ask me anything at all.

Ya,
maybe it's true that I'm the one who dumped you,
I said it first,
said something wrong that cause misunderstanding,
I didn't know you were misunderstanding,
I didn't let myself explain to you.

So,
I guess this is how it starts.

Miscommunication huh?

你的一举一动

你的一句话，
足已让我胡思乱想，
让我心跳加速，
心里不安。

什么叫pair up了？

我好希望是你们玩玩的，
我知道你喜欢玩。

又或者，
是姐妹那种的，
都可以。

我希望是我想多了。

再说，
就算是真的，
我，
可以做什么？

Been scolded?

Mom just said,
you sleep late every night?

Ya, kinda..

Almost 12am almost every night.

What had I been doing?

I myself have no idea,
surf here surf there,
maybe waiting for you to appear,
tho i know chance is low..

Gonna sleep now..

Simple feeling

You find me,

wanna return me money,

I said okay.

I didn't post it here,

about my simple happiness.

The simple happiness happens,

again,

just now.

You are still care about me,

just like I do.

You ask me,

are you my bf?

I asked back,

what do you mean?

There was no reply from you.

I continued,

yes,

we are best friend.

There was a number going on facebook wall,

u sent me a number,

i not sure what should I write about that.
i just write about my 1st impression on you.

What you just did is giving me advice,
don't always so stubborn,
must think of others,
the whole is not only me myself.

Ya,
kinda good advice,
together jia you =)

*listening to 王力宏 - 需要人陪 that just downloaded *