我的问题

是我的问题吧

今天仲颖生日，
被放飞机，我还去讲她，
有点像在刺激她。

过了我才为我的行为感到后悔。

我想到你，
或许，
你之前告诉我的，
是对的，

我不曾改过，
每次都犯同样的东西，

也许，
这，
也是其中一个你顶我不顺的原因吧

A update

In fact,
this is 1 of the reasons why I wanna unfriend u in FB,
so that I won't get any update from u.

Just now,
ter-click ur brother's page,
get some update from u.

My mind starts wandering around,
worry about u,
thinking about u.

I was happy,
cause' u were looking for me at the 1st place,
but I wasn't free,
so,
as usual,
u go for ur brother.

I was happy,
cause' u came to me,
at the 1st place,
but,
I wasn't free that moment.

It's ok,
maybe I was just comforting my un-calm emotion.

It is time to come back to reality,
u are no longer be with me,
u won't come back to me,
I gotta face it.

I am happy u will still find me,
but,
to prevent getting any annoy from me,
I stop myself,
to care about u.

Hope u recover soon.

Love . Milo

Just back form Ipoh,

1st time I drive to and back Ipoh,

1st time I driving such a long distance at night,

after all,

it's not really.

Somehow,

I suddenly miss u,

missing the time we had milo together.

Walking down to v5 cafe,

with the hope that the cafe is still open,

I didn't get myself disappointed.

I get myself a Milo ice,

as usual, 1.50.

A sip of milo in my mouth,

refresh of the time when we were together,

sometime, 

we pass by v5,

just to get the milo.

I went down and buy,

for u to drink,

everytime,
from ur 1st sip,

I can see the satisfaction and happiness in u,

followed by,

xie xie dear dear.

It's really kinda sweet that time,

now,

sipping my milo,

close my eye,

catching back the sweet memory

=)

Break Up Version on Perfect Two?

Saw this song,
what came to my mind,
maybe,
this might can be a song,
from u,
to me.


here goes:


we always used to talk
real late after midnight
Now the only thing we do
on the phone is fight

is there a way to
make this go away
i dont think that 
we're gonna be okay

you were my hero and i 
was your sidekick
now you're gonna be the 
tear that i cry when we split

baby i dont think that i
can do this
it seems so wrong makin'
up with only one kiss

dont think that i could ever be
able to stay with you now baby
cause in time i know that we'll
both see
we're not meant to be

cause you're the one 
who makes me cry
you would never,
ever save me

all your words are 
full of lies
you're not the one i
wanna marry

cause baby can't you see?
we're just a fantasy?
there's nothing we can do
we're not the perfect two

we're not the perfect two
we're not the perfect two
baby, me and you
we're not the perfect two

i thought you were my prince
and i was your princess
now that we're here
all of that is meaningless

i think i was a fool
for letting you fill the spaces
between my hands
and my diary pages

you used to be the one 
that made me happy
you used to tell me
you were lucky to have me

now youre as cold
as the winter weather
but i dont care
cause we're no longer together

baby i dont think that i could ever be
able to stay with you now baby
cause in time i know that we'll
both see
we're not meant to be

cause you're the one 
who makes me cry
you would never,
ever save me

all your words are 
full of lies
you're not the one i
wanna marry

cause baby can't you see?
we're just a fantasy?
there's nothing we can do
we're not the perfect two

we're not the perfect two
we're not the perfect two
baby, me and you
we're not the perfect two

you know that i'll never 
love you
like the way i ever used to
but you kn0w i will 
remember you

now that im gone i smile
it took me quite awhile 
to see we wont walk the aisle

cause you're the one 
who makes me cry
you would never,
ever save me

all your words are 
full of lies
you're not the one i
wanna marry

cause baby can't you see?
we;re just a fantasy?
there's nothing we can do
we're not the perfect two

we're not the perfect two
we're not the perfect two
baby, me and you
we're not the perfect two

Sudden message, Sudden beat-increasing

U pm me,
asking me for chat.

I was surprise,
really,
surprise.

I still thought,
I saw the wrong thing.

I read again,
then I saw,
it's really u.

But,
I was discussing something on my event,
my very 1st event,
something that if it was not u,
I won't have this achievement today.

After a while,
maybe u are tired,
u went off 1st.

In fact,
when I know it's u,
I don't know how to respond.

After I'm half done with my things,
I wonder if u sleep already or not.

I started to think of u,
again,
and it's gonna rain outside,
making my feeling stronger.

I'm thinking,
are u not happy?
are u having some problems?
or do u need someone to talk to?

A long night,
with wind breezing,
with thunder roaring,
with lightning striking,
with rain pouring.

面包

买了一粒面包，
不舍得吃，
酱一来，
我就可以在你饿的时候，
对你说，

‘呐，给你，我这里刚好有多出来’

现在，
你不在了，
才发现，
原来，
我都不买面包，

每次买面包，
都是买给你，
早餐也好，
饿了吃也好，
就只是担心你饿的时候，
没东西吃，
等下又胃不舒服了。

现在，
还是跟以前一样，
我看到面包，
想也不想，
就拿一个去付钱，

握着在手里的面包，
在拿出钱包时，
才想到，
我不吃面包，

现在，
我不买面包了，
你不要在等到饿了才找吃，
不要忙了就不用吃，
不要累了就忘记吃，

现在，
看到面包，
我还是会想也不想，
拿去付钱，
但是，

现在，
我不买面包了。

送給那些經常笑，但不經常開心的

總有一些人，他們看上去整天都很開心，沒有煩惱，像個小孩，好多人都會羨慕他們，但其實不是這樣的。他們不想讓別人看到自己難過的一面，更沒有能力一個人獨處，因為當夜深人靜的時候，他不知道一個人會發生什麽事，坐在窗前冥想走過的點滴。­

他們貌似很堅強，因為在別人看來，他們什麽事都能微笑著去面對，但事實上他們長著世界上最脆弱的心靈，只是長期的偽裝使得別人很難發現他們內心深處的創傷。­

他們只想簡簡單單、快快樂樂的活著，期待並且相信每個人給的笑容都是真心的，希望身邊的人都是真正的喜歡自己。即使別人小小的意見，也會另他們難過好久，他們真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜歡。因為，他們總是為別人想的很多，對別人總是比對自己好；把能對喜歡的人好當做幸福，喜歡別人比喜歡自己多。­

他們總是那樣，前一秒還傷心的流著淚，後一秒....


出現在朋友面前的時候，已經滿臉溢著燦爛的笑容。有人說她們是向日葵，是的，他們在意的人就像是太陽，在面對太陽的時候永遠是明艷的花瓣，而太陽照不到的背面，那悲傷藏得那麽好，不願被看見。­

他們向往放縱自由的生活，卻必須為了誰很努力的朝另外的一個方向活著，很累很累，卻仍是心甘情願。離自己的夢境越來越來遠，不得不面對從未想過的爭奪和復雜，恐慌、不知所措。只有面對最信賴的人時，才會卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼淚。因為在他們心裏，笑就是開心，哭就是難過，接近就是喜歡，遠離就是討厭。但其實不是，他們明白了，心好傷，眼淚就沒忍住。哭過之後，笑笑得擦幹眼淚，說，沒關系，我可以做的很好的。­

他們好像無所不能，好像總是不會有煩惱，好像什麽問題都能輕而易舉的解決，總是喜歡喜歡出現在流淚的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗著笑。而面對自己的問題，他們卻茫然無措，面對自己的悲傷，他們只會躲在人們看不見的角落裏慢慢由傷口越裂越大。­

他們的想法非常簡單，說出來的就是心裏所想的，肚子裏不會拐七道八道的小彎，無心的話可能會引起別人的誤解。所以，請別記恨她們，他們從不願傷害誰，小小的錯誤就能讓他們懊悔很久。­

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